“You’ve gotta dance like there’s nobody watching, Love like you’ll never be hurt, Sing like there’s nobody listening, And live like it’s heaven on earth.” ― William W. Purkey
It’s nearing the end of the Winter and Spring is slowly creeping around the corner, although it seems like Spring feels a need to showcase itself at random days as a teaser of course.
I can say that the semester had better end well and after spending a few minutes calculating the whole mish mash of things called credits I’ve learned I only need like 18 to maybe 19 more credits.
* Ecstatic*
I mean it has been my goal to at least graduate with some sort of degree and instead of half finishing here and there and now with the figures in front of me I can’t believe it but I’ll be graduating soon.
Now the next step?
I’m not a 100% sure of where I want to be next besides the obvious that I do need a job. I’ve considered that this summer I will hopefully get a second job because I need the extra money. I seriously want to be at least 95% out of debt. After this experience I never, EVER in my life will ever open another credit card. I may keep like one major one for a just in case but after this lesson I am paying with my own money.
So then that brings me to the whole part on getting that second job. I mean I got pretty lucky with Express but with the next one who knows how lucky…
I also need to do a resume.
I hate writing resumes…
It gets confusing and seriously it’s like selling myself. I’m not a fan of boasting about myself. I don’t know lack of confidence? We can go with that…
But then I have to consider where I want to be for my bachelors…
Oh the agonies of thinking.
Perfection.
When people say that word they expect nothing but the best without any exceptions.
When I hear that word though I’d like to think that perfection is something that isn’t completely and absolutely perfect.
I’d rather know they have had downfalls, and flaws but learned from it. That’s what builds perfection.
But that is just me.
I am after all the oddball.
I’d also like to think that the next day it would be Summer and just bypass Spring and well I’m always willing to cut out winter.
I shouldn’t complain though because at least (knock on wood) this winter hasn’t been brutal as last winter. It’s February and I’m already looking forward to May. Also in May I may get a raise at Express (crossing fingers) since it will be a year that I have been there. I’m also hoping to have a 2nd job by the Summer.
Speaking of that I probably should make a resume ASAP considering half the places I checked out asked for one.
I’m also hoping by then my financial situation will be somewhat fixed. I hate the idea of being broke all the time and living paycheck by paycheck. I can honestly say I have learned my lesson on credit cards and useless spending.
I mean material things can’t pay the bills and put food on the table that is for sure. I really should start saving up instead.
I feel a need to find and dig out my Calvin and Hobbes comic books because I realize I had forgotten how brilliant they are. I’m not sure what made me decide to do my webpage on Calvin and Hobbes besides the fact that I had done something like that for an old web design class from 3-4 years ago.
It’s made me realize as I work on this and well go back through memory lane how many things have changed. I’m not sure of my emotions… I can’t decided if I am happy or happier or just okay with how everything is at the moment.
It’s all different now.
